Currently I’m caught in the middle. I’m stressed by something that will impact our lives.
There has been a chain of events that lead to an awkward situation that i can’t tell just yet.
I know you can feel me being very worried last night – i noticed you did not have a sound sleep. I know you can sense that something is wrong.
However, the next couple of days would be elemental in our future lives. I might be forced to choose options that will impact our lives from here on.
I hope nothing happens. I hope everything just come back to normal. I hope i can make the best choice when I’m forced to. I’m praying hard to God that my worst nightmare does not come to life. I hope people can just put the differences behind. I hope whatever choice i will make does not make your life difficult. I hope i can relieve this burden soon.
I need you to know that whatever happens, however life will take us, whatever future lies ahead of us, i will always love you. I will try my best to put you first. I will try my best to give you the life that you deserve. Pinky promise!